Chapter 12

12.43 AM don't feel like want to sleep, but i want blogging. So turn on again my pc and blogging..
Just have chosen my timetable for the next sem, sem 3. Haiz cannot get my ideal timetable, but nevermind, alone wont kill me up. But why my credit hour just 15?? it should be 21! because of me failed in sem 1? Although it is just a small thing, but it let my emo come back and find me! My brain is keep think, think and think...
What if i fain again in sem 2？
 I think i will give up....
I CAN ACCEPT the shameful in front of people.
I CAN ACCEPT the tease from some of my relatives.
I CAN ACCEPT the expression of disappointed from my beloved family.
I CAN ACCEPT my mom's money just thrown into the sea.
I CAN ACCEPT my future is ruin.
I CAN ACCEPT I just leave UTAR anf my friends.
I CAN ACCEPT the road is tough for my future.
I CAN ACCEPT all my friends is studying and finally graduate with a nice cert,but i don't have.
I CAN ACCEPT to leave my study life.
I CAN ACCEPT that will be a distance between us.




can I?





                                                                                                                      





                                                                                                                        Sorry,my tears is dropping....